The absence of Social Media

The absence of Social Media

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder. I’ve given up on social media, the Facebook, the twitter, the instagram, and it’s a weird feeling. Mostly because I have that feeling of ‘missing out’ although even when I was on the platforms, nobody was posting anything that I felt was relevant or interesting anyway, but it’s that ‘what if’. I don’t have a large social circle anyway, and people would never actually include me in their posts but if there’s someone I see out and about that I want to find out more about, then suddenly that option is now removed and I really don’t know how to feel about it.

I never used Twitter to the extent most people do, mostly I would check it once a week and see what Elon was up to, or Linode, or Unraid, I don’t follow people and I never take part but still that lack of the human connection, I guess, is now missing and its amazing the effect (affect) it has on the human psyche.

So what is there to do? As I sit here and type the prose that nobody is actually ever going to read… what is the social experience, where is that outlet of interacting with people and solidifying that human connection. Well, it’s nowhere. It has to be taken outside of the virtual experience and into the ‘real world’. The problem really though is that I hate people and that 90% of the fucks have nothing interesting to say other than commenting on the weather or repeating whatever they read in the ‘red top rags’. So fuck em.

Meh, I guess Ill just go without until I find the need to reregister, or look someone up. Because… boobs.

T’rah!

Ease the pressure

Ease the pressure

A line from a high-powered Prodigy track, but really hoping that the stress of working life, personal life is easing off. 

Ticking the boxes of trying to keep people happy, and at some point Ill work on making myself happy too. Looking forward to some time off in April, a trip away in May, damn I need a vacation!

Still looking for something interesting to write about, the next thing may be about Hackintoshing with old PC parts as it’s basically impossible to buy a graphics card for RRP these days. I seriously don’t want to pay a grand or more for a £400 graphics card.

Ugh.

New year, new something something…

New year, new something something…

So much to tell and nothing I really want to share. 2022 really has to be better than the last one, or the one before that etc but it tends to get to the point where even hoping it’s going to be better is just lining oneself up for disappointment.

I don’t mean to be truly miserable, but if I wait for some good news to post then, well, it’ll be even more months before I post something on here 🙂

Naked Britney will have to do!

Street Fighter PS2 Fight Stick (Custom)

Street Fighter PS2 Fight Stick (Custom)

Just wanted to throw this up as I still love it, even though it’s not really been used in the past decade. PS1 PCB, sanwa buttons, JLF octa gate joystick and a blue Street Fighter theme. Beautiful. It even has felt on the bottom so it doesn’t slip.

I love this, I’ll never part with it!

A Messy, Shitty Setup

A Messy, Shitty Setup

So I have a PC, a Mac Mini and my iPad Pro M1 (yey) all set up on two old glass desks, against the red wall with the sex-handprints still all over it. Its crap. I mean it all works fine, and the individual tech items are fine but man the wall and the floor and the rug and this fucking room do my head in. I need to make a change, but this is all going to have to wait till next year till I get some more space in a new place.

I really hope it all comes together, give me six months and hopefully I’ll get there. It doesnt really help that Ive spent the last few hours watching office tours of peoples sweet ass ‘working from home’ setups. Sigh.

Marvel’s What If – Ultron

Marvel’s What If – Ultron

Age of Ultron is deffo one of my favourite Marvel movies, I really enjoyed the latest What If?

Id love to see the live action movie of this, also the Doctor Strange episode – will be interesting to see how this one plays out!

An Absolute Point In Time

An Absolute Point In Time

We cannot change the past. Our present is determined by what has happened before and what we expect to come in the future. Our future is based on the path we travel now, before, and the path of everyone else around us from the beginning of time.

Free will, therefore, is an illusion.

I’m dealing with a recent family loss, I cannot change what has happened. I move forward because I know it’s my path.

It still doesn’t make it any fucking easier.

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